I was able to do so, before. Put on a smile and pretend, yup. But no more pretending. Sick of that because I’ve seen so many pretenders. I’ve learned that it’s best to get straight to the point because other people would see me as a fake bitch or something. I remember when someone called me that.
Here: fuck you, your drama, and your pretending! No more of that sweet-talking shit because that shit will get you and I no where. I don’t see the reason why I should pretend to like someone, when the feeling is the complete opposite. See, then I am being the fake bitch. (Hm, I’m seen as a bitch either way). Not only that, I’d be lying to that person and myself. And I can’t lie to myself. Oh, and there’s no need to pretend to like me. Honestly, i really don’t give. Better to show that you hate me than pretend you do. Don’t be like some people I’ve once known before. So, I can’t possibly pretend to like someone when (1) I really don’t like them and (2) I don’t like them. You can’t force yourself to like someone. That person may grow on you, yet the okay feeling will go away. Once you hate, can’t turn back. Or, I guess, I can ignore you.